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1. Radharani Suite 2 (Schubert and Temple Variations)
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2. Maha Mantra (Kainchi Variations)
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3. Raghu Pathe Raghava
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4. Amba Bhavani (Amritapuri)
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5. Maha Mantra (Aindra and Radha Govinda Minor Variations)
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6. Om Namah Shivaya (Hil Melody And Amma's Melody)
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7. Govinda Jaya Jaya
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8. Guruvayoor
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9. Radhe Govinda Bhajo
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10. Maha Mantra (Desert Poet Variations)
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11. Shiva Shambo
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12. Bhajamana Ma (Swami Paramatmananda Bhajan)
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13. Jai Radha Madhava
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14. Maha Mantra (Kaha Ho Kanna)
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15. Narayana (Chelsea Hotel)
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16. Maha Mantra (Aindra and 6th Avenue Anthem)
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17. Jai Ganga Ma
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18. Lokah Peace Prayer
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19. Closing Prayers
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ABOUT THIS ALBUM


Album Notes
Thank you, Amma.

“O infinite Consciousness,
brimming with elixir,
You live within my body
and I worship only You.
I do not care
if I die, take birth,
or pass into some other state.
These things are so ordinary now.”
- Lalleshwari

The Grand Street Kirtan Sessions

Principal Recording: April 28-29
at Grand Street Recording
in Brooklyn, NY
Engineered by J. Luke Young
Additional Recording, Mixing and Mastering
by Devadas in Brooklyn, NY
Produced by Devadas
Cover Design by Keshari Das
Cover Photo by Mark Von Holden
Additional Photos by Shaun Bennet Fauntleroy

Special thanks to all who’ve come to sing with us
over these many years and to all our Kickstarter backers
for financially supporting this project.

Musicians
Devadas – leader, vocals, harmonium
Tom Cucinotta – mrdangam, kartals, chorus
Mark Gorman – bass
Terrence Pompey – dholak
Keshari Das – kartals, mrdangam, chorus
Nirmala Orvis – B3, chorus
Jesse Kotansky – violin
Noah Hoffeld – cello
Nina Rao – kartals
Shambhu Das – kartals

Chorus
Shyama
Helen Styring Tocci
Calia Marshall
Adam Keller
Mark Grinnell
Raghu Naik
Jacqueline Dubowsky
Farlen Halikman
Vijay Reddy
Ravi
Lisa Desrosiers
Jeremy Frindel
Maré Hieronimus
Jennifer Canfield
Scott Hari Whitmore
Shara Feldman
Vita Kay

The Chants

If we’ve chanted together before, many of these kirtans will likely feel familiar to you. I’ve been traveling with most of these mantras and melodies for years, picking them up here and there; this one off a cassette tape 22 years ago, another I learned in a temple in Brooklyn seven years ago, still another from a Brahmachari who happened to be crashing at my little apartment 15 years ago, and on and on. They’ve stuck with me through passing time like old friends, continually bringing me back from the craziness of all apparent things and into contemplation, into moments of what feels like profound stillness and reflection. And by pure grace I’ve somehow been able to share this practice with many of you.

If you’re reading this and we’ve never chanted together before, well, this is what it is, what it was, and most likely what it will continue to be. I hope you grow to love these chants as much as I do.
With love,
Devadas

1. Radharani Suite (Schubert and Temple Variations)
Radhe Govinda Radhe Gopala Radha Jaya Radhe
Radhe Radhe Govinda Radhe (x2)
Radharani Ki Jai Radharani Ki Jai
Radhe Radhe Govinda Govinda Radhe
Govinda Radhe Gopala Radhe

2. Maha Mantra (Kainchi Variations)
Hare Krishna Hare Krishna Krishna Krishna Hare Hare
Hare Rama Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare

3. Raghu Pathe Raghava
Raghupathe Raghava Raja Rama
O Raja Rama
Patita Pavana Sita Pate Rama
Jai Jai Ram
Sri Ram Jai Ram Jai Jai Ram (x2)
Sita Ram Sita Ram Sita Ram Sita Ram (x2)

4. Amba Bhavani (Amritapuri)
Amba Bhavani Jaya Jagadambe

5. Maha Mantra (Aindra / Radha Govinda Minor Variations)


6. Om Namah Shivaya (Hill Melody and Amma’s Melody)
Om Namah Shivaya, Om Namah Shivaya
Om Namah Shivaya
Shiva Om Namah

7. Govinda Jaya Jaya
Govinda Jaya Jaya, Gopala Jaya Jaya
Radharamana Hari Govinda Jaya Jaya

8. Guruvayoor
Guruvayoor Pura Sri Hari Krishna Narayana Gopal
Mukunda Madhava Murali Dhari Narayana Gopal
Madhava Madhusudana Hari Narayana Gopal
Govardhana Giridhari Murari Narayana Gopal

9. Radhe Govinda Bhajo
Radhe Govinda Bhajo Radhe Govinda
Radha Ramana Hari Radhe Govinda
Radhe Radhe Radhe Radhe (x3)
Radhe Govinda

10. Maha Mantra (Desert Poet Variations)

11. Shiva Shambo
Karpura Gauram Karunavataram
The one who is as pure as camphor and the personification of compassion
Samsara Saram Bhujagendra Haram
The essence of the world, the one with the serpent king as His garland
Sada Vasantam Hridayaravinde
Always residing in the lotus-like heart
Bhavam Bhavani Sahitam Namami
To Lord Shiva and the Divine Mother, Bhavani, I prostrate

Shiva Shiva Shiva Shambo
Hara Hara Hara Shambo
Mahadeva Shambo Mahadeva Shambo

12. Bhajamana Ma (Swami Paramatmananda Bhajan)
Bhajamana Ma Ma Ma Ma
Anandamayi Ma Ma, Anandarupa Ma Ma

This is the first kirtan I ever sang for my Guru. I chose this particular bhajan mostly because of its simplicity. It translates as “O Mind, sing the Name of the Divine Mother who is the embodiment of Bliss.”

13. Jai Radha Madhava
Jai Radha Madhava
The Divine lover of Sri Radha
Jai Kunjavihari
Who displays amorous pastimes in the groves of Vrindavan
Jai Gopi Janavallabha
Divine lover of the Gopis
Jai Krishna Murari
The destroyer of the demon, Mura
Yashoda Nandana Vraja Jana Ranjana
The Divine Son of Mother Yashoda
and the Delight of the inhabitants of Vraja
Yamuna Tira Vana Chari
Who wanders along the banks of the river Yamuna

This is a bhajan attributed to the Vaishnav philosopher, Bhaktivinod Thakur. Traditionally, the 4th line of this bhajan is sung as “Jai Girivar Dhaari,” which translates as “the holder of the great Hill Govardhana.” I learned this chant at my Guru’s little Upper West Side satsang years and years ago, where it was sung often. For some reason, our old chant books showed the lyric as “Jai Krishna Murari,” which refers to Krishna as the slayer of the demon, Mura. So that’s how I learned to sing it like this. I’m not really sure if it was a mistake or just an alternate lyric that was somehow passed on. Purists may be ambivalent, confused or horrified at this alternate rendition I’ve recorded. I’m not sure which. I’ve continued to sing it like this because the lyric resonates with me.

14. Maha Mantra (Kaha Ho Kanna)

15. Narayana (Chelsea Hotel)
Narayana Narayana Jaya Govinda Hare
Narayana Narayana Jaya Gopala Hare

16. Maha Mantra (Aindra / 6th Ave Anthem)

17. Jai Ganga Ma
Jai Ganga Ma Jai Jai Shankara
Namo Nama Mahadeva Shankara

I’m not sure where I heard this chant first. It may have been with Sri Kirtan’s Ishwari on one of Shyam Das’s Bhajan Boat cruises, or it may been with Nina Rao, who used to sing this at Brooklyn Yoga School quite often. It’s a chant that I’d always enjoyed but never felt compelled to lead, until I found myself on retreat in Vermont with our friends Tracy, Ravi, Lisa, Meryem and others. There was this beautiful river that ran through the back of the property where we were staying and we spent an afternoon on its banks offering bhajans. It seemed important to lead this chant in that moment, and it’s felt important to lead it ever since.

18. Lokah Peace Prayer
Lokah Samastah Sukhino Bhavantu

19. Closing Prayers
Twameva Mata Cha Pita Twameva / Twameva Bandhus-cha Sakha Twameva
Twameva Vidya Dravinam Twameva / Twameva Sarvam Mama Deva Deva
You are my Mother and My Father, my Relatives and my Friends.
You are my Knowledge and Wealth. You are my Everything, my All in All, Oh Lord of Lords.

Om Asato Ma Sad Gamaya / Tamaso Maa Jyotir Gamaya
Mrtyor Ma Amrtam Gamaya / Om Shaantih Shaantih Shaantih
Lead us From Untruth to Truth, from Darkness to Light and from Death to Immortality.

Lokah Samastah Sukhino Bhavantu (x3)
May all beings everywhere be happy.

Om Puuranam Adah Puuranam Idam Puurnaat Purnaam Udacyate
Puurnasya Puurnam Aadaya Puurnam Eva Avashishyate
Om Shaantih Shaantih Shaantih
Om. That is full. This is also full. Fullness comes from that Fullness. Taking fullness from fullness, fullness remains.


On Kirtan
(originally published on brooklynmellows.com)



We left Brooklyn early Saturday morning for Martha’s Vineyard, where the seasonal tourists have disappeared, the foliage has turned to brilliant shades of orange, red and gold, and the mid-October temperatures have dropped suddenly and precipitously. This is all familiar to me, having grown up near Portland, Maine. Autumn in New England always stirs a kind of melancholy nostalgia, the last echoes of summer trailing off, disappearing into a feeling of beautiful emptiness. One can feel it in the air.
This has become an annual trip, and as usual, our GPS teases the possibility of a painless four and a half hour drive, but once calculations are made to include multiple donut and coffee stops, subsequent bathroom breaks, weekender Connecticut traffic and the ferry ride from Wood’s Hole, the journey typically takes between seven and eight hours. The three musicians I’m traveling with double as some of my closest friends, and over the years have developed a collective tolerance for my eclectic road trip playlists. We listen to Ethiopian Jazz, early 90s hip-hop, Alice Coltrane, an assortment of Japanese noise bands and stand-up routines by Fred Armisen and Tom Papa. There is talk of jobs, partners, music, and Avengers 4 rumors. We follow a breakneck itinerary, having left early on Saturday morning with our return planned for late Sunday; 16 hours in transit and 24 hours on the island, lugging around changes of clothes, harmoniums, dholaks, and mrdangas. It is a labor of love, our enthusiasm inspired by our many friends on the island and their hunger for kirtan, the music I’ve become most associated with over the years.

Kirtan is a devotional music native to India rooted in call and response singing, where what’s typically being sung back and forth are considered to be sacred Names or Namavalis, strings of sacred names. This type of singing or chanting is practiced all over India and wherever groups of Hindu families live, which is to say, everywhere; in homes, temples and streets; and can range in mood and feeling from sublimely meditative to ecstatic to raucous and everything in between. Despite its origins, it is not a practice that is exclusive to Hindus or any particular religion or sect. There is no conversion required. No special clothes to wear. No dues to be paid. It is considered to be a great sadhana, a spiritual practice, open to anyone, that helps to gradually tune one’s own awareness away from the fleeting joys and sorrows of the outside material world and inward towards one’s own heart, which, in traditions the world over, is held to be the doorway to the only true source of lasting happiness.

“Brahman dwells in the cave of the heart and is known to move there. It is the great support of all, for in it is centered everything that moves, breathes and blinks.”
– Mundaka Upanishad

“The heart is a sanctuary at the center of which there is a little space, wherein the Great Spirit dwells…”
– Black Elk

Needless to say, there was not a lot of kirtan happening in the sleepy leafy small town where I was brought up in Southern Maine. I grew up on American pop music. Divine Navamalis were not woven into the tapestry of the Downeast culture I grew up in, at least as far as I was aware. My dad was raised catholic and my mom took us semi-weekly to an episcopal church where my sister would stretch out over the pews and play with her Barbie dolls and I would read comic books, study the backs of baseball cards and complain under my breath about my status as a religious hostage. From my kid’s-eyed-point of view, church was this: sit when everyone sits, stand when everyone stands, kneel when everyone kneels, recite when everyone recites, and all in our most uncomfortable clothes. It seemed forced, fake and unnatural to my understanding, and as I grew up, I slowly started to see these same flaws in everything and everyone who existed in and around my bucolic small town universe. It seemed like everyone was faking it.
So, you know how the story goes. I left my home and my family to chase what I thought might be something different, something bigger, and got real lost real quick. I wandered far away, to the point where I thought I might never come back.
Sometimes one must get real lost to find the thing that one needs.
*****

In my early 20’s, I lived in a tiny, bug infested apartment on the South Side of Williamsburg in Brooklyn. I had moved to New York City from Maine a few years earlier to study film and music, had nearly finished school, and was working several low-paying gigs to make ends meet. I was an executive customer service agent for Panasonic. I was a production assistant for Court TV. I was a sound engineer on a number of small and now long-forgotten short films. I was gigging as a singer/songwriter at the Living Room and the Sidewalk Cafe and Pianos. I was always broke, sleep deprived and for the most part, alone. Many of my friends from school had left New York to look for production work in film on the West Coast, and I’m fairly certain I had alienated the few who were left in the City, as I’d spent my last year in school trying to kill a lingering depression with a steady regiment of alcohol, cigarettes, marijuana and psychedelic drugs. I was lost in a chemical and existential haze and I wasn’t much fun to be around.
My closest friend was my roommate, a tall, gangly drummer, about six foot four, all arms and legs, named Jay, who I’d known from High School. Jay had been somewhat of an influence on me during my late teens, introducing me to the works of Frank Zappa, Ornette Coleman, Sun Ra and Hunter S. Thompson. He was an encyclopedia of fantastic conspiracy theories concerning UFOs, the Illuminati, the Bohemian Grove, government experiments in Montauk and so on, and seemed to be well versed in literature on astral projection, witchcraft and the numerological significance of the number 23. He also seemed to always have large quantities of weed, which worked out well for me. In High School, we’d played in bands together and occasionally busked on the streets of Portland. He had joined me in New York a couple years earlier and had settled into a job at a bookstore called Esoterica on Astor Place.

The owner of Esoterica was a great bowling ball of a man in his mid-50’s, big and round and incredibly loud, who went by alternate names, Vyasa or Russell, depending on the crowd he was surrounded by. He was unmistakable, a weird fixture slowly moving through the East Village draped in dozens of strands of prayer beads of all kinds; rudraksha, sapphire, sandalwood, yak bone, human bone. He always seemed to be sweating, and he had a penchant for sharing extraordinary gossip with us about people we’d never met. The store sold books on meditation, magick, teleportation, yoga, buddhas, channeling, theosophy, and pretty much any other occult topic one might imagine. It was common knowledge that before the shop had belonged to Vyasa, it had been an Eastern Art Gallery, owned by a semi-famous American Yogi named Rudrananda, who had died in a plane crash in the early 1970’s.
A lot of information used to pass through Esoterica in those days, especially news on teachers visiting New York from a whole myriad of traditions. Vyasa was plugged into the city’s spiritual fringe scene and given Jay’s proclivity for learning about unusual things, he was naturally curious and eager to meet some of the traveling modern mystics. He started hanging out with Vyasa after work, attending teachings three or four nights a week with whatever master happened to be passing through the city. Then he’d come back to our crummy apartment, usually sometime after midnight, and we’d drink cheap malt liquor, get stoned, play music, talk until it was close to dawn, and he’d drop all kinds of vague hints about the places he’d been and the teachers he’d been spending time with. His stories didn’t seem particularly interesting, but he seemed excited about this new spiritual life he was engaged in, so I humored him and listened and listened and listened.
One night after returning home, Jay mentioned he’d be spending the following evening with a Tibetan Lama named Chagdud Rinpoche at a place called the Bunker. I had no idea who Chagdud Rinpoche was, nor did I care, but I knew the Bunker from legend. For years it had been William S. Burroughs‘ compound in Manhattan, a converted YMCA building on the Bowery in the East Village, now owned and occupied by the poet John Giorno. Burroughs had been a hero of mine, as much for his junky outlaw persona as for his brilliantly experimental and irreverent narrative style, and the opportunity to sit in his home, where luminaries like Andy Warhol and Patti Smith and Mark Rothko had passed time, was just too great to pass up.

Giorno had kept the Bunker mostly intact in homage to his friend, though I doubt I would have been able to discern between the Bunker I walked into that night and the Bunker in its natural Burroughs-inhabited state just a few years earlier. The only specific decor I remember was a floor lamp fashioned from an old rifle of some sort. The rifle pointed up, a dim electric bulb extending from the nose of its barrel, with an ordinary lamp shade fixed over it. The lights in the main room were dimmed, incense was burning, and there were perhaps 25 or 30 cushions arranged on the floor facing an ornately crafted wooden chair at the front. Strangely, there was a glass of what looked like a dark stout on a small table next to the chair. When he saw the drink, my roommate leaned over to me and whispered, “The Tibetans really like their beer.” This somehow made me feel at ease, and we sat down.
People began to fill in around us, all sitting straight and still. Most were dressed cleanly and conservatively, as though they had jobs and bank accounts. My clothes were mismatched, tattered and didn’t fit properly, obtained from a 2nd-hand warehouse store around the block from our apartment in Williamsburg. I was uncomfortable on the floor, shifted my posture and weight back and forth and could barely keep my legs crossed for more than a minute.
Chagdud Rinpoche eventually was introduced; he had been living in exile, was a great master, a physician, a painter, could sing. He then appeared from another room, sat in the beautiful wooden chair and gave a lecture. He had a long and pointed white beard and wore what I assumed to be Tibetan religious robes, his appearance stirring images of the Ancient One from my old Dr. Strange comics. He spoke very slowly, thoughtfully, and deliberately, but despite his best efforts, I was somehow incapable of understanding anything in his discourse that night.

After the program, my roommate and I went to a Polish bar on 2nd Avenue. We got drunk and I listened as Jay explained to me that he was hoping to take initiation from the teacher we’d just seen. He told me about the Lama’s lineage and how it extended back all the way to someone named Padmasambhava. He was clearly fired up and asked me if I’d enjoyed the event. I wondered if maybe he was losing his mind. I told him the truth. I had no idea what was going on but I liked sitting with someone who resembled the Ancient One. I’d somehow enjoyed being there, despite being confused, bored and uncomfortable. It made no sense.
So, from that night on, one or two nights a week, I’d accompany Jay and his boss, Vyasa, on these spiritual excursions, visiting an assortment of meditation groups, Buddhist temples, and teachers. The evenings would usually commence at a neighborhood diner over cheese fries, where I’d listen in as Vyasa and Jay would recount some heavy hearsay from Esoterica, or they’d talk passionately about some teacher or another they held in a particular reverence that day. It was almost like hanging out with record store or comic book nerds who were deep in discussion over the merits of Superman vs. Captain America or Oliver Nelson’s “Stolen Moments” vs. John Coltrane’s “Giant Steps”, except the talk was centered around characters like Mahavatar Babaji and Kusum Lingpa.
After dinner, we’d hit a teaching, then Vyasa would retreat to his apartment and Jay and I would end up at a bar where we’d drink cheap beer and talk into the early hours of the morning. He’d go on about whichever teacher we’d just seen and most always would reveal that he’d hoped to be initiated by them. It seemed like he hoped to take initiation from everyone. The talks were almost always over my head, though occasionally I’d get a good feeling about a specific teacher or a particular place. Mostly, I just enjoyed being around Vyasa and Jay and listening to them talk and it felt good to be out in the city.
Some months went by like this, and then…


I discovered kirtan at the Chelsea Hotel. It was a Saturday in the winter. I don’t remember which month, but I remember it was cold. Jay brought me to the landmark hotel where Tennessee Williams, Mark Twain, Jack Kerouac, Bob Dylan, Leonard Cohen, and Edith Piaf had lived, where Dylan Thomas had died of pneumonia, where Sid had killed Nancy and so on and so forth, on the premise that Vyasa’s guru would be visiting from Europe that night.
The lobby was filled with art. Huge modern oil paintings hung everywhere. A rough-looking life-sized sculpture of a girl on a swing hung from the ceiling near a gothic chandelier. An odd assortment of characters, residents mostly, hung out on and around a scattering of old sofas and chairs, some deep in conversation, some reading, most apparently wanting to be seen.
We took an elevator upstairs, exited, walked down a long hallway and into a dark, clean, hushed room. We were a little late and sat on the floor with a dozen or so other people, all either meditating or sitting quietly. There was a chair at the front, obviously for the Guru, bookended by vases stuffed full of flowers, and a little marble-topped table to the right where a small oil lamp illuminated three framed black and white photos. Each photo was a portrait of a different dark-skinned, half-naked Indian man, each staring intensely into the photographer’s lens and seemingly directly at and through me. I felt uneasy. There was a powerful silence, an austerity and simplicity in that room that struck me as profound. For the first time in my life, I felt I’d entered a holy place and I was undone by this feeling. I was uncomfortable, coming apart, like some secret hidden inside of me was about to be exposed.

A couple older musicians came and sat down on the floor with us facing the Guru’s chair and the small altar, one with a harmonium and one with a frame drum. They began a long, slow, call and response chant, the harmonium player doubling as the lead vocalist, guiding the group repetitively through wholly unfamiliar words sung in an unearthly melody. Vyasa put a small folded pamphlet in my hands, a word sheet with a strange collection of unrecognizable syllables. He pointed to the lyrics being chanted and almost unconsciously I found myself joining in the response, my inhibitions melting away. It felt good to sing and I allowed myself to be swept up in the moment. The music intensified, the drums quickening in pace, the feeling simultaneously becoming more earnest and ecstatic. I felt connected to something deep, old, ancient even. This was familiar, real. The voices growing in strength and volume. The chanting built to a climax, then the drums stopped, then the singing, then the harmonium. In the silence that followed, I felt a lightness, an ease, a strange and beautiful interconnectedness, a sudden sense of wonder and recognition all at the same time. I understood nothing, but knew immediately and desperately that I needed to continue chanting.
The Swami from Europe arrived after the kirtan and spoke that night, about what I don’t remember. It didn’t matter. I went straight home that evening and wept.
*****

On the ferry from Wood’s Hole to Vineyard Haven, we meet some friends from Rhode Island and Massachusetts. They’re on their way to sing with us on the island and we share a table and coffee on the ship’s enclosed second level. The waves are enormous due to high winds, the boat rolling up and over each swell. One of the guys decides to head out to the open deck at the front of the boat to better experience the topsy-turvy ride and we all follow him out. The ship rocks, rolls, up and down and over. It’s difficult to walk and we all grab gates, walls, benches for support. A gust of wind sends a spray of salty ocean water into my face. I’m done. I head back inside, leaving everyone on the deck.
Alone now, I grab the book I’m reading, “The Hero With A Thousand Faces” by Joseph Campbell and open to the chapter entitled, “The Refusal of the Call,” where the author discusses the willful avoidance of the call to heroic and spiritual action. Halfway down the page, I’m struck by the following paragraph:
“Because I have called, and ye refused… I also will laugh at your calamity; I will mock your fear cometh; when your fear cometh as desolation, and your destruction cometh as a whirlwind; when distress and anguish cometh upon you… For the turning away of the simple shall slay them, and the prosperity of fools shall destroy them.”
– Proverbs 1:24
Sometimes, through all of life’s madness, there is a moment of clarity, an instant of insight, a sudden understanding of who and where we are and what we need. Those moments are fleeting and don’t come around often. They are a rare grace and in those moments we have the potential to be saved, to save ourselves if we can summon the courage to follow their cues.
It has been more than 20 years since I first experienced kirtan on that cold winter night at the Chelsea Hotel. I stopped drinking, smoking and drugs soon after that, and met my own Guru, a small dark-skinned South Indian lady named Mata Amritanandamayi (“Amma”) several months later. I had never known anyone like Her. She radiated love, compassion and selflessness, and seemed to see the good in everyone, even me. I followed Her off to India to work, study and spend time around Her at Her ashram. For a brief time after I met Her, I thought I might even become a monk, but my ties to America always brought me back.
Fortunately for me, Amma has always given special importance to the practice of kirtan.
“To gain concentration in this age of materialism (Kali Yuga), bhajan (kirtan) is easier than meditation. By loud singing, other distracting sounds will be overcome and concentration will be achieved. Bhajan, concentration and meditation, this is the progression.”
-Amma
I’ve now been doing some type of sadhana for two decades; meditation, chanting, studying vedanta, all practices aiming to quiet the mind and prepare one for contemplation. While I am convinced that all types of spiritual practice are great, kirtan has always been my lifeline. In my darkest moments, it’s been a refuge, a connection to my teacher and to my Self.

“Among the great Rishis, I am Bhrigu; among words I am the one syllabled ‘Om’; among sacrifices, I am the sacrifice of Japa (the repetition of Divine Names or thoughts); among immovable things, the Himalayas.”
Gita – 10.25

I’ve been leading kirtan publicly for about 10 years now, a practice that’s brought me to yoga studios, halls, festivals and temples all over the country. Wherever we go, people seem to show up, each with their own enthusiasm for chanting and their own story of how they got here. I consider myself extraordinarily fortunate to be able make this offering and meet so many sincere people along the path.
And I have a long ways to go. I often wonder if I’ve changed much at all in the last 20 years. I still, at times, feel lost. I am still prone to bad decisions. I still, at times, hurt people. I’m still lazy. Desirous. I fall down. I get back up. And on and on.
On the Vineyard, we are rushed from the ferry to our friends’ home. There are more people there to meet us, reunions of friends and companions everywhere, and we are stuffed full of rice and daal and rajma. We then jump into cars and are transported along winding country roads to our venue for the evening, a rustic rented hall in the woods. A PA system and microphones have been set up, and after a quick soundcheck on my voice, my harmonium and the percussionists, I wander outside alone into the forest. It’s chilly, the sun is setting through the trees and for a moment, everything is quiet.

I grew up in a place like this, and I recall a moment when I was eight years old, walking home alone from the school bus stop on a late afternoon in October through scatterings of fallen leaves, and the quiet and the sun setting through the branches, and suddenly stopping, overwhelmed by the strange feeling that everything was somehow beautiful and perfect and would always remain so. There is a slight breeze through the branches, a leaf tumbles down on the wind, trails off to the forest floor. I wrap my scarf around my neck and head inside to sing.
- Devadas

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