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by Julie Aguas

A songwriter's journey through heartache and healing after infertility and pregnancy loss.
Genre: Rock: Soft Rock
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  Song Share Time Download
1. Integration
3:41 $0.99
2. Round Blade
3:28 $0.99
3. Our Girl
4:14 $0.99
4. My Angel
5:00 $0.99
5. My Frozen Future
3:30 $0.99
6. Living in a Doorway
3:37 $0.99
7. You Are There
4:22 $0.99
8. My New Time
4:13 $0.99
9. Some Mistake
3:20 $0.99
10. Train Girls
3:47 $0.99
11. Knocking on Wood
6:10 $0.99
12. Breathe
1:48 $0.99
13. Dream Song
3:18 $0.99
14. Ashes to Clay
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Album Notes
From 8/29/17 through 11/29/17, all profits from the sale of "Integration" will be donated to Through the Heart: Pregnancy Loss Support & Education.

After surviving the trauma of infertility and pregnancy loss, I have come to realize that there is no such thing as a finite grieving period. Grief swells and recedes like waves on a shore. The best that we can do is embrace the grieving pieces of ourselves such that they gradually integrate into our being. Through this continuous process, we are constantly creating new, more layered versions of ourselves. This record explores infertility and pregnancy loss at varying distances from the epicenter of the loss, navigating through the triumphs and pitfalls that accompany the process of integration. My hope is that whatever you grieve for, and wherever you are in that process, you can resonate with the story in these songs and sense the peace that time can wash over even the deepest pain.

Check out julieaguas.com for more information
Read my full story in "The Pursuit of Family," available on Amazon.com

This album was produced, arranged, and mixed by Julie Aguas and Terry Carleton at Bones and Knives (www.bonesandknives.com)
Music and lyrics written by Julie Aguas
Mastered by Vinson Hudson
Cover design by Laurin Chichkanoff
Photography by Kim Brady

Julie Aguas - lead vocals, backing vocals, piano, keyboard, vibraphone, flute, and trumpet
Terry Carleton- drums and percussion, bass, lead guitar, lap steel guitar, banjo

"You Are There" is dedicated to Karen Trayer
"My Angel" is dedicated to Tanisha Smith
"Ashes to Clay" is dedicated to the survivors of the 1991 eruption of Mt. Pinatubo



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